I cannot believe how fast the time has been flying by. Every time I close my eye I feel like another week has passed. I guess that's what happens when one is busy.
Last week I returned from a short trip to Cambodia with two buddies from Mae Sot. We traveled by land to Siem Reap, which is the town that hosts all of the Angkor Wat temples. The drive itself was long but full of beautiful scenery. However, the drive also exposed me to some of the worst poverty in SE Asia. The road is not paved and goes through many villages that are not gaining access to the economic development that is occurring throughout other parts of the country. Because of this initial perspective of Cambodia, it was kind of surreal to get to Siem Reap, as Siem Reap is this little, highly developed, westernized town that caters to its tourists. Siem Reap is full of international cafes, delicious restaurants, dance clubs and fancy hotels. This makes quite the juxtaposition to what lies right outside of the town. I couldn't help but feel a bit uncomfortable while celebrating the 4th of July then next night.

After going through the Angkor Wat temples I can understand why tourism makes up such a large portion of the country's economy. I have never been so impressed in my life with the architecture, art, magnitude and the time that was spent to create these cities of temples a thousand years ago. Some of the temples have not been restored too, so I was able to see the temple the way it was re-discovered in the 1850s. I feel fortunate to have had the opportunity to see this wonder of the world before it gets too commercialized, as tourists have only had access to them for about 20 years.

From Siem Reap, the three of us took a bus to Phnom Phen, where we had the opportunity to visit the memorials of the Khmer Rouge genocide that took place between 1975 and 1979. I first went to the Tuol Sleng prison museum. Tuol Sleng was a school that was converted into a prison and interrogation/torture center for the Khmer Rouge during their reign. It was emotionally difficult to go through because of the cells and torture rooms are still set up in the way they were left. The museum also provided a lot of valuable information on the genocide that I
was not aware of, which provided to be useful because I did not know as much about Cambodia as I should have. From Tuol Sleng I went to the "killing fields" memorial on the outskirts of town. It was good to go to Tuol Sleng first, because there was little information provided at the killing fields. Basically the killing fields memorial is the home to the Cambodia's main genocide memorial, which is surrounded by the mass graves that the victims had to dig themselves. There was a moment where I was standing quietly trying to take in the overwhelming complexity of what could have possibly happened at this place nearly 30 years prior, when I overheard a conversation of two gentleman to the next of me. As the two men passed me, one said to the other, "See what happens when you don't have Christ in the heart." The disrespect and arrogance I just heard left me speechless and I could not believe I witnessed such an insensitive remark at a genocide memorial. Fortunately, I don't think any other people, or locals heard the comment. This was actually not the last time that day I would be disgusted by the actions of westerners.Back at our guest house was my first run in with the "western backpacker". Apparently some think the idea of traveling is to go to some developing country and to do as many drugs, get as drunk and to have as much sex as possible. Others find it enjoyable going to a field to shoot machine guns and to throw a grenade at a goat. After going through the memorials I did, throwing a grenade was the last thing on this planet I felt like doing, yet it was an industry in Phnom Phen. The drug and sex trade was in my face all the time too. It is sad to see parts of the local culture buy into this degrading process because the local economy may slightly benefit. I don't know what to think of all this because this type of exploitation is happening all over the world. I just find it difficult to watch in a society that lost its entire educated and professional classes, let alone a quarter of the country's population, from the genocide. My take away points from my Cambodian trip are again complicated because I do believe tourism is a great thing and that economies and communities can benefit from the exchange of cultures and information. However, there is line that can be crossed, in which an economically beneficial community can turn into a degraded and exploited community because of tourism. Defining this line to be difficult see sometimes, though it is important to establish because I do not believe the ladder form of tourism is sustainable for a community to achieve increased economic development.
I returned back to Mae Sot very tired from the trip but extremely happy to have had the experience. Since then, work has been phenomenal! I am starting to get in closer with the Burmese staff, who are all so brilliant and passionate about the work we are doing. It is pretty inspiring. We have been busy at work too because we are getting ready to submit the 2007 Burma Human Rights Yearbook. Lately, I have been writing and editing some of its final sections on Arbitrary Arrest and Religious Freedom. It's nice to that I have been working with a lot of different topics so my breadth of knowledge on the issues has greatly enhanced. Once again, I cannot believe how fast time is going by. Fortunately, life right now is something I could get used to.


